Sunday, February 17, 2008

This is the Study Week and MBIO exam is on Friday.

Yet I have never felt as relaxed as it is now throughout the whole semester. The whole semester had been crazy, busy, emotion-rippling and tiring. I lost counts of the number of times I thought I couldn't finish assignments after assignments. The assignments had been like a wave, pushing you along with it until you reach the deadline. Sometimes, I'm amazed and impressed with my own ability to hold it out for four months, while other times I winced at the tottering pile of work and ridiculous deadlines to be met.

Obviously in my opinion, this is the toughest semester ever.

My bedtime has changed to 12 midnight, my sleep have been plagued with dreams every night and project work has taught me more humanity than I ever wanted to learn.

Perhaps a few years later, I would look back at this post and chuckle at how naive I was when I wrote it. Perhaps something worse lies in head of me when I enter university that will make this semester look like a harmless little lamb. But I guess I won't brood over it so much at this point in time.

This semester has finally become a chapter of history. It ended pretty well. It could have ended perfectly if I wasn't reprimanded by Mdm D. for frankly forgetting that I was in her lecture when I sms-ed right before her face. Well, she never fancies me anyway. In fact, I guess no teacher will like a student like me for arguing with them on a certain topic until they were speechless. But hello, I paid my school fees~

Okay, that's my fate as a student.

So, to sum it up, the semester had taught me the very essence about deadlines and time.

"Time will always expand when the deadline draws near."

Don't understand? Go figure.

Anyway, I reckoned that I deserved a two-day break before I start my MBIO revision. This is the only way I can compensate for my loss during the 4 months. Hahaha...

I'm just doing myself some justice. Lol.
God, please guide me through the decision I'd made. Give me strength, courage, and perseverance to cope with everything I do.

thought it thru' at 11:15 AM

yours truly


    Perfectly Imperfect. Simply Complicated. Normally Abnormal. Intelligently Foolish. Permanently Thinking. Studiously Lazy. In short, I'm CAROLINE.

Thought of the Month

    That day Grandma asked me about one of my long-time best friend and she was shocked that I haven't contacted her for eons. "Every relationship has an expiry date. It's just a matter of time," I thought but didn't voice it aloud.

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