Thursday, January 31, 2008
If I had been a better student, I would be in LT22 at this moment learning how to analyse financial reports. Today is the last BFA lecture and it is going to last for 2 hours. The 'good' student in me wanted to attend but since neither Gracecia nor Juan wanted to go, I decided to skip it too. Doesn't hurt being rebellious once in a while...
Today is the best THURSDAY throughout the whole semester. I had no lesson, just a group meeting which turned out to be pretty fruitful and hilarious (Matthew and Xavier were the source of the jokes), a meet-up with Mr Lim (he reminds me of someone who reminds me of rudolph) and food with a couple of people. Thursdays were never as relaxing as this.
However, I reckoned I shouldn't have gone to Mac at 11.15 a.m. in order to satisfy my sudden craving for beef patties (yet I ordered McSpicy in the end). My meeting was at 12 so I gave up eating when it was 11.45 on my phone. In the end, I only wasted a portion of McSpicy, which really did live up to its name. I packed the twister fries, which was later finished by Peng Ghee, Wilson and Japheth (ate the most). Good, cos' one thing I hate is wasting food.
And I think I have been irritating Peng Ghee these few days. I can't help but taunt him about his love saga with Apple and Mango (don't get too serious people) and his unexpected cum jaw-dropping O'levels results. I still can't get over the fact that his english grade was the same as mine. Okay okay, I'm joking haha...
I keep having butterflies in my stomach these few days, especially when I fantasise or think about something I dread. My stomach is churning and I have no idea why. I have this intuition that something both good and bad is about to happen. The point is, I feel that God is part of this 'thing' that is going to happen. Maybe its the after-effect of reading 'A Purpose-Driven Life' by Rick Warren. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
I have been praying and praying recently, especially when I feel discouraged by events that suggest remotely about humanity. This world we're living in could do with more love. If people show some understanding towards their counterparts, there would be less wars and more harmony. This is a major realisation I'd made just 5 minutes ago, when I opened a grotesque mail sent by aunt.
That's when I know I have to let go of all the resentment that I have been feeling these days. Difficult but it doesn't harm to try. I will try to be at peace with everybody and everyone. LOL.
Okay, I got to run. MBIO practical test is on tomorrow!
