Friday, December 07, 2007

This is going to be really random and mundane. I'm blogging for the sake of blogging.

It has been almost a month since I last updated my land and whoa, cobwebs are lining all the corners and the dust are building up. Luckily there are no eight-legged freals or dust mites for all that matter.

The past few weeks were a mad rush for presentations and deadlines. Phew, all is TEMPORARILY coming to a standstill. I thought I'm different after all these, perhaps mentally stronger or healthier. Have begun to like some of my classmates when I had previously thought that I'm not going to accept them because of first impressions. Yes, the Homosapiens are more or less first-impression-matters dunces. I'm just one of them.

I guess I'm trying to blind and numb myself to certain things that are happening around me. I'm also trying to curb my growing dislike for certain things and certain people because its bad for my health. Those days before are in past tense and no matter how much I pray, time is not going to reverse for my sake. I don't really like the present tense.

The lecturers are okay and this isn't the first time I declare it but my favorite lecturer is still Kok. He's the shining mascot of peace, tranquility and well, sometimes boredom. By the way, I highly suspect that Dr. Jason Chang memorises our face and names through the register book. That sounds crazy but it looks exactly like what he would do. I don't even have a tut/lab under him and he knows my name. That explains why I couldn't really react when he called me during lecture just now. I shrugged, only to turn and meet Gracecia's death glare.

Chatted with AhLi, Gracecia and Faiz over a couple of seaweed chicken, hashbrowns and jemput pisangs after lesson ended. It had been really the females who did most of the talking. Gracecia said that it's weird if I'm friendly; as in if I'm outwardly passionate about making friends with people. I thought it was true. Outgoing, loud and squeamishness don't fit me AT ALL. I would puke and let all my goosebumps stand if I squeal on a constant basis. The thought of it is making my stomach churn.

I'd decided that I shan't slack today and that I will sleep late just to get a tad of my revision done. See, that's how a procrastinator like me survives when term-test period arrives. My sleeping time decreases but my weight will increase.

I hate irritating people, especially during lectures. People aren't going to think that you know nothing even if you don't speak up.

Okay. That's about a hundredth of what happen during the past month when I wasn't updating.

By the way, today's my last day of being 17. So, please wish me a happy b'dae tomorrow. It's compulsory.

And I'm dead serious.

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