Thursday, December 20, 2007
My mood has been at the pits since yesterday's morning.
Depressed.
Disappointed.
But not angry despite what I may had said.
-I didn't just gram-stain the E.coli but also my lab coat. Mum's good, she managed to bleach the stain till its barely visible.
-There are too many glitches in the AMIC project and it makes me worry for the report. I just hope that nothing major goes wrong from now, even though I have a hunch that it will.
-School is getting complicated, emotion-wise. My social circle widens but the number of people I could trust as friends diminishes. It's bad. I miss my old friends so much that I wanna cry.
-Shortness of breath and tightness in the chest is a bad omen. It's a sign that tells me that I'm more than depressed.
-Certain situations are telling me that I'm not being a good enough family member. I ought to pay my granny a visit soon. Haven't even brought her to Sakae Sushi like I had promised months ago.
- The inferiority complex is kicking in.
-I'm discouraged at how easy things change with the environment. What's heartwarming in the past is now cold to touch. What was beautiful had become ugly. I don't even know if it exist anymore. No one has the courage to bring it up. I guess it's officially gone.
-I reckoned that I need a boyfriend but the right one hasn't enter my life yet. Maybe I have been too careful with my feelings. No, I'm not living in the past.
-Class X'mas party is coming. It's supposed to be a joyous occasion. Yet I'm not looking forward to it. Haven't even buy the present.
~*~
Happy stuffs that happened today:
Fish & Co.*Beautiful pictures*Window Shopping*Delifrance Dessert*Mystery of the Dangling Toilet Paper*Case of the Forgotten Lettuce
All with Mum & Sis.
Afterall, Family is of paramount importance.
(^^)
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