Saturday, September 22, 2007

Mindless Ramblings

There's always this period of time where words fail you and you can't jot anything down in your journal. I guess mine happened since 3rd September. Too much things to say to the point that you can't get your thoughts out. I hate leaving my blog to collect dust but what can I do?

I've got a love-hate relationship with holidays and it's actually more of the latter. It seems that the academic stress I'd faced during the semester were always replaced by family pressure when it comes to the holidays. Always. I don't like how tears seem to come so easily to me these few days. But still, I'm strong and so the tears don't fall.


Friend has sent me an sms to encouraged me the other day. The message made happiness seem so simple and worries so trivial. If that's the case in life, it will be good. However, life isn't. I kept stumbling and falling and picking myself up all over again - the cycle of growth. Life isn't perfect and my relationship with God isn't too.

It's so easy to miss out God in the presence of worldly desires, moments of exhilaration and times of trials. Truth be told, I couldn't feel Him for the past few weeks but I was aghast by the fact that I didn't bother to seek Him. And so yesterday, when I got so overwhelmed by troubles, I prayed to him, sincerely and humbly. I hope he answers my prayers because half of it wasn't about me.

Research starts on monday and I'm dreading it. I can't get used to working with my partner. I guess we are on different wavelength personality wise. Since it's something I can't change, I shall accept and make the best out of it then.

And I thought I hate snide and subtle remarks from others. Caroline is snide sometimes (or a lot of times) but she doesn't play with her words to make her comments seem less outright. For me, my remarks are often blunt and to-the-point. I can't stand beating around the bush. Those who really can stand me are my good friends who understand. Since most don't understand, my best friends are limited but I don't mind.

Okay. That's all. Period.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Right. I've been missing from the blogosphere for nearly a month, no, for a month to be exact. Life has its way or introducing valleys and peaks for me. Well, I ain't doing nothing for the past month. I was slogging my guts out to meet the deadlines and preparing for exams. Oh well, I'm going to summarised all that shit, whether heavenly or not, in paragraphs.

- I'm finally got myself out of the cage that has got 'EXAMS' pasted all over it. The study week was bad but the exams were hellish. I went to bed dreaming about my notes and I couldn't get enough sleep at all. As a result, my eyes became deformed but well, everything is over. =) What wouldn't kill you only make you stronger. Hahaha... Exams wouldn't kill me but it definitely made me sleepier.

- I fell in love with Tony Buzan and his way with Human Mind. He's amazing. For more information, search on him using Yahoo =). The clue I'm giving here is: Mind Maps.

- Sis got herself a crazy, hyperactive and still crazy 3 months old puppy when I was still preparing for exams, particularly MGEN. It's a miniature pinscher and his shit stinks like nobody business. Mind you, he resides in the kitchen and I can smell his shit in the living room and toilet. Is his digestive system that good or what? I just changed his newspaper and he peed again. Oh man, what has Sis gotten the whole family into? PS: Mum introduced the cane to Joseph yesterday and he had an idea of what a cane does now.

- My current status: Hiatus. Holidays never seem so sweet I tell you. So much to do during the holidays so yeah, I'm going to enjoy it this time round. Muahahahaha~

OKay, more stuff happened but I forgot most of them. Anyway, last friday was Juan's birthday so 12 people went seoul garden and 4 came out diagnosed with hypertension due to inadequate and uncontrolled consumption of prawn heads. No names here but the hypertensive patients should know who they are.

Aili and I bought a ridiculous transformer with a watermelon color combination for Juan Koh. It's not the real present yet but an appetizer. We reckoned that a normal looking transformer wouldn't suit her so we bought that. Hahahaha~~

Gracecia got a really ugly photo of me posted up on her blog. It was taken during MGEN where the teacher (cough) was droning on and on about conjugation. No wonder no wonder...

Gotta catch up with friends soon~ Particularly MAImelissaLHYhuiwenSPQ. Miss them much. Hee Hee.