Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Ahem. I'm finally back after 10 days of an emotional rollercoaster ride. Many things took place in the past 10 days and to whoever had asked, I promise I will talk about it once the wounds heal. Don't worry, it shouldn't take too long cos' Caroline is always the first to bounce back after these kinds of emotional sh*t.

Exams are round the corner and yeah, I'll have 2 months free after that. 2 months is a long time when you've got nothing to do and so, I've decided to get myself a job. I'm surfing sites to see the job offers and I'm already interested in a few. Worse come to worst, I will just go Aili's place to work. If Aili's boss don't want me, then I'll just stick obediently to my tuition teaching. Ha.

And also, when the holidays come, I want to get back to my books, as in storybooks. "Marley & Me" had been put on hold for too long due to the long hours I'm forced to devote to school. When exams end, I will finish the book. Speaking about books, I will prolly try my hand at some writing during the 2 months so my brain won't turn rusty (hopefully).

Anyway, there was this OLTC interview just now which I didn't go. Haha. The thought of me having to meet new people and introduce myself wasn't exactly appealing. So I just skipped. I'm a tad antisocial when it comes to such stuff and this probably explains why my social circle is very small and the no. of my friends very countable - I can count the no. of my friends with my fingers and my toes and still have a great deal left. I've said it before, I don't need too many friends hovering around me. Sometimes, I'm my best company.

But I'm not a lonely person despite being alone. =)

Tomorrow, it's Valentine's Day! Oh well, I guess I'm spending it with my notes or if I'm going to Changi Airport, I'll be spending it with my friends. It's the 17th valentine's day without a boyfriend for me and I wonder when will my Feb 14th be different. I guess not in the near future cos' I'm just not ready. If I am, then I'll be spending it with him this year. Haha... Not that I'm complaining or whatsoever.

Okay, I'm off. I hope I will(can) be back soon.=))

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Pardon me if you see an abnormal Caroline these few days.

Cos' sometimes, you just find no reasons to be happy.

But many reasons to worry.

Sorry.