Friday, January 27, 2006

I really gotta lose some pounds before I return to education. There would definitely be a whole lot of running (which I think I will collapse after a few hefty steps) and then the much dreaded *OMG* napfa test. Bleah.


I think this is seriously insane on the part of the MOE - Why give Napfa test to girls too when it's the boys who are going to NS?


Confessedly, I never passed 2.4 last year, I barely scraped thru shuttle run and as for broad jump, I rather not talk about it. See? I'm not even a bit towards the physically inclined side.


"Napfa, I think you're a true nightmare that can ever happen to an overweight."


I still had about approx. 1 month before I return to school. I better get my a** off this chair and go jogging everyday and build up my stamina before the news headline go : A JC girl collapsed on the tracks after a few rounds of runs.


Haha... it would turn a joke if they add in 'overweight' to the headline.


Hopefully, I can lose some weight. Btw, I'd already lost 2kg and it would bounce back if I go on an eating spree.


"Caroline, your destiny lies in your own hands. God isn't going to help if you're not going to help yourself."


Gosh, tomorrow is the eve. Sianz.


Still have to go NTUC later on at 10.30PM.


Double sianz.

Friday, January 20, 2006

Seriously, its taking up all my time to search for an extraordinary layout which can satisfy me but after going one whole big round, I settled on this simple layout. Yes, a very simple one that is. And I just made it a whole lot exceptional by using the guys' picture instead.


This is how the original layout looked like:





This alone is nice enough lah but for someone like me, its way too feminine and erh… a little mushy. I don't like the quote, "Everytime I fly, I fall without my wings." from a Britney number. Honestly, how many humans can fly with wings?


I not those kind of literature person so don't expect me to understand and digest the hidden meaning behind this sentence.


And by changing the whole original picture to the Saiyuki boys, it reversed the whole sad feel to an enigmatic one. Kazuya is such a talented woman with a natural flair for comic drawing.


Enough about how this layout comes about.


I heard from Oliver over MSN yesterday that Kenneth is trying to organize some sort of class gathering and was undoubtedly unsuccessful at it. I wonder why but my first instinct is to find it funny and then laugh. Haha…It’s somewhat improbable as most of us are busy with our own stuff and such.


But still gotta give him props for the effort, though nothing came out from it.


My whole household (including my grandma's) is getting ready for the arrival of the next festival - Chinese New Year!


BOO!


I hate CNY except for the angbao taking and steamboat part. It's like when you go to somebody else’s house to celebrate, someone that you don’t really know, you got to put on a smiley face despite whatever you’re feeling inside.


I don't feel like going to my paternal grandmother's house cos' the thing I described above will definitely take place. Haiz!


My dad had just painted the wall of the porch green. Not bad lah but I’m amused by the reason why he paint.


There was this painting of 'Galloping Horses' hung on this wall which was originally orange. My dad heed the advice of his friend when his friend said that these horses are lacking in the department of food (grass) and its better to paint it green for better fengshui.


(-_-”) Typical old man who believes in fengshui.


Okay lah! Enough of the luosuo-ing. Ciao!


One year and only 91 posts.

Monday, January 16, 2006

Boredom can seriously kill a pink and healthy human.


In case you're wondering, I'm talking about this jobless-cum-schless girl who is currently typing the latest entry for her blog.


My brain is going rusty and so are my limbs. *groan* I should have signed up for the JC admission. I think with my prelims result, I should be able to go to SAJC but then I did the opposite. Studying is so much better than lazing at home. (-_-")


On a lighter note, the results of the O's will be released sooner than usual and that means that I'll be going back for education after approx. 3 months of nothingness.


For now, I will just go back to my room, and re-read some of my comics and books. =)

Thursday, January 12, 2006

I wonder if I should continue trusting him.

Promises are such a fragile thing.

Friday, January 06, 2006

You know you've tried your best but there will always be others saying that you haven't.


Your confidence plunged when something you believed so deeply in was shattered by a mere comment of an outsider.


And then there were times when you are unconvinced even though you had told yourself, "I've already done my best."


Then there were other moments whereby you failed just because of some moronic chant in your head which goes, "You can't, you can't, you can't!"


It's better to believe in the soul in your body, then some other discouragements or nemesis that poured in and surround you.


Afterall, life isn't about being the best, but being your best.


That's what I think.


You know when you've done your best. Your heart won't lie.


PS: The release of O'levels result will be brought forward to mid-feb instead of the usual end of feb.


I know I can.