Friday, November 25, 2005

Woke up today and turned on my 'reborn' handphone. Well, only graduated for a day and I had SMS'es sent to me by my pals. What can I say? But it was sweet of them. Mind you, something which I reckoned as 'sweet' don't happen everyday or rather, every month.

Still in a state of denial that I've finally and officially left Dunman Sec. Reluctant to go but then again, going on is just another law of survival in this world. Will keep those memories close to my heart wherever I go! =)

Oh well, today was the release of PSLE result and my cousin got a score of 237. Good for him but hope that won't make his head too big, if you get what I mean. He put Dunman as his 1st choice, which means, 3 of my Grandma's grandchildren are/were studying in dunman for a part of their life! Not to mention, my mother graduated from Dunman too.

Aunt's here! Will continue tomorrow!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

It's the end of my secondary education! O'levels are over and I need not worry about having to face the teachers (particularly science teachers) again! Let's set away some fireworks!











I'm experiencing a whole lot of emotions right now lah. I'm happy that I've finally completed another 4 years of education but then again, I'm speechless (not in a good way) about having to leave Dunman. It's like when in the school, you cursed and scolded everything you can, ranging from the classroom to the toilet, from the teachers to the discipline master.


It seemed like yesterday when I stepped into the school as jittery newbie, undergoing thru the stupid orientation camp. How time flies eh? As I watched back at this chapter of my life, I can say that there are so much more happiness than sadness. Granted, there were also anger and so many other feelings which I can't put in mere words.


I just want to say a big thank you to all that the teachers had done for us. I appreciated it. Thanks a lot for guiding us all along the way, for tolerating with our nonsense and noise, for the patience when we were stumped by questions and of course, for all the effort you had put in so that we achieve desirable grades.


And for my friends and classmates, who made this journey a not-so lonely one. This is especially to Pei Quan, Hui Ying and Melissa. And to a small extent, Elroy (I fought and bickered with him) and Xuyuan. Last but not least, to my classmates, who undoubtedly brought laughter to this learning journey.


In the end, it still summed up to a...


THANK YOU!

Friday, November 18, 2005

How can someone be so freaking selfish and black-hearted? It's not attitude, mind you, it's simply and totally disgusting. I'm not going to say who he/she is cos' this is Singapore. The last thing I want is to be charged with slandering (which I don't I should, cos I'm merely stating the FACTS).


Well, left with only DnT which is on monday and science MCQ. I'm already in my slacking status lah. But rest assure, I will still study DnT on Sunday.


Today was A Maths and it was excellent. Haha, I love the questions cos I knew how to do without having to practise or revise for so long. Pardon me for getting cocky in my space, just let me show off for once. Haha...


After A Maths then came back home and watch the big black(silver) box for an hour or two before coming to this computer. Btw, I bought the sims2. It was a matter of rashness when I bought it. Somemore it's for $54.90.


Rash. That's the personality trait of a Sagittaurus.


Still trying to figure out certain features of the game yah...


Hopefully I will know this game better by the next time I blog.


Gotta bathe now!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

It's a fresh layout!


Moreover, its done by me.


I like the pic which I did using adobe PS7.


Oh gosh... I totally into Mayday right now.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Nope! I'm not going to do Tourism, Agriculture and Environment.


I'm going to test my luck by just banking(not really thou) on Manufacturing and Development for my Geography EXAM. OMG... There's still the a maths tomorrow and just hope that my carelessness won't do me in.


Okie dokie, I'm not going to sleep tonight. I'm going to go thru geography till probably 4 or 5am? I'm pretty confident about development. What's left will be manufacturing lah. If I've got the time tomorrow, I'll do a little on Agri just in case.


I'm feeling pretty calm, peaceful and contented today so I shan't blog about the negatives. Shall read a little of God's words before I begin on my Geography. It never fails to appease those waves of insecurity raging within me. So yeah...


I'm optimistic but I'm not that mentally strong. I still cry over certain things behind people's back so that they won't know the sadness behind my smile. But then again, I get over these emotional issues fast enough to laugh again the next day.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

I'm worried.


Worried about my O'levels results.


Worried about having to adapt to a whole new learning environment.


Worried about some other trivial matters.


Oh God, please help me.


All this worries are driving me insane.


They directly affect my mood adversely.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Words can't express my gratitude towards Him.

But still,

Thanks for blessing and watching over someone like me. =)

Sunday, November 06, 2005

My hair is getting curlier and curlier due to the electrostatics given out by my saturated brain.


My brain need to let something go before another can come in.


Afterall, I'm only human.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Why would anyone devote all their feelings in a relationship when they know they will eventually get hurt and all so disappointed in the end?


Crushes. They sux I tell you. They literally make you into a totally different person without you even realising. He/she may stand a irreplaceable place in your heart but in theirs, you may be nothing but just a speck of insignificant dust.


People claimed that they can't forget their lovers/crushes, to me, they are just simply hanging on and unwilling to get a move on. Look around, there are still people who can survive without their other half.


Friends or Lovers? Friends, most definitely. Cos' a friendship won't change as easily as love.


Love or Faith? The latter, of course. Cos' the greatest possession I have is Faith.


Well, I don't think crushing madly on somebody was that bad in the past. But after seeing several of my friends who suffered, who cried and get paranoid, my stand took a change.


My life will be happier without it.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Ate so much today.


2 brownies, 1 choco cake, 1 pack of chicken rice, 1 muesli bar and 1 cup noodles.


Wow. Don't misunderstand, it's spread over 2 meals (breakfast and lunch). But yeah, its still a lot. Doubt I will eat any dinner later on. If I do, I will put on weight for sure and I don't want that lor. Sekali I faint seeing my weight.


Gone thru quite a lot of school work for the past few days lah. Science, E & A maths should be already okay. And then biology, just got to pray hard that I won't forget the crucial facts I'd read. As for English, my phrase book look more like a phrase book now.


Combined Humanities... Haha...


Social Studies = quite fine. Hopefully Governance and Venice will be coming out.


Geography = Neither here nor there. But finally started on it liao lah. Never ever like this subject in the first place. Nonetheless, I'll still continue putting in effort for this sub.


That's all. I know, this is a very very dull post.


I wonder what made me blog today.