Sunday, October 30, 2005

Seems like many blogs out there are on Hiatus due to the O's. Yeah, the big thing will be here in a week's time. Should I put my blog on a Holiday status too?


Hmm...I think not.


I'll still blog if something commendable had occured to me in a day.


Besides, this blog isn't that active since it first started. Probably to many, this blog is already on a vacation lol...


Seriously, I hate the study leave for the wrong reasons. It's like the final countdown till the O's begin and then you will realise that time is already slipping through your hands like water/sand.


All right, it's almost time for Pokemon and after that, it's back to the books again.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Phew...

Finally started on my revision.

(^-^)v

Friday, October 21, 2005

I should not have read Joanne's blog.


I should not have read Joanne's blog.


It's the worst thing I can get myself into at this point of time.


She made me feel as if I've screwed up the whole of my Science Practical.


I didn't get any yellow ppt.


I didn't get any yellowish gas.


I didn't get Zinc nitrate.


All I got was a pool of colourless thing after I heated my solid T.


When I read her blog, my heart slowly descended all the way to the pits of my stomach. WAH~


Nevermind.


I will be okay.


I will depend on my theory now.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Seems like I'm taking my O's a little too easy.


For the first time today, I studied and you won't believe how I go about studying.


I attempted my chemistry practice papers for about an hour then I went to rest for 1hour. After my break, I took out my chemistry again but then, I realised I'm tired of this sub 15min later so I decided to do some E maths. However, after completing just 3 pathetic questions, I gave up cos I was sick of Emaths.


Then I flipped through my SS textbook, only to realise that I'm not in any mood to memorise Singapore's Edu and housing or Venice's rise and fall. And so, this lead me to do my SS SBQ worksheet. I decided to time myself for the paper, hoping that I can finish it in 45 minutes.


Nope, that didn't happen. All I did was 1 inference question before I put down my pen and took out the answer sheet.


That was all that I've done for part of the morning and part of the afternoon.


Luckily I managed to flip through my SCIENCE practical workbook before I sit for my exam tomorrow. All last minute work.


Btw, I think Cambridge won't go easy on us this year. The bio practical exam left me speechless. I'm tell you what happen right now.


The 1st question that came out was bleah... WE DID NOTHING LIKE THAT SORT DURING OUR PRACTICES!


The good thing is, I stay calm and did the whole question, partially guessing. There was this hand lens which I didn't see even since the exam started. We were supposed to use it but I didn't. Then after the exam, Hui Wen came to me. Then I realised that a majority of us don't even know how to use the hand lens.


On to question 2...


Dunman teachers did a very awesome guess in guessing what would be out for our practical. For our prelims, we got an onion and a carrot. And bingo, Cambridge gives us a carrot and an onion this year.


I was so wrong in my prediction. I was pretty confident that carrots and onions won't be out for O'levels that I forsake going thru' my prelims paper. *slaps forehead*


But I didn't care, I went on doing the practice paper, then aha, there was this food test for reducing sugar. I positioned my beaker on the wire gauze and confidently lighted the burnsen burner.


I waited and waited for the water to boil.


After 10 minutes or so, I was getting pretty frustrated by the pace the water is heating up so I decided to turn on a larger flame. Finally, after 2 minutes, I finally see some steam rising and happily thought that the water is going to boil.


But no, the stubborn water didn't boil at all!


For 25 long minutes, the water chose not to boil. Luckily I was smart enough to put in the test-tube half-way thru' the heating up. As expected, my answer was different from many others. I accidentally saw HW and Shereen's test result. Their's was a bright orange.


And my, was a very small amount of brick red ppt, with a whole lot of blue solution left.


Just pray that tomorrow's paper will be better than this. A whole lot better.


PS: This is a damn long entry.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

When I woke up today, I saw my doom looming ahead of me.

In another hour or so, I'm taking my O'levels Biology practical for the last time in my Secondary life.

Good Luck Caroline.

May the Lord watch over you.

Amen.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Ahh... It feels so great to have my ass on the computer chair the whole day. It had been weeks since I can do this, but on the expense of my towering stack Physics assignments.


Biology night study was, on the whole, beneficial. I dare to ask Miss Lim to clear my doubts but when it comes to those Plants stuff, I could feel a tinge of exasperation in her tone when she tried to explain. Haha... I know I'm a goner with regards to the greens. Still, I'm not giving up.


I'm currently hooked onto the game [Diner Dash] lah... It's challenging but I had already began to feel that it is getting a little too challenging for my taste. It's all about strategy and to a large extent, LUCK. So we'll see if I get tired of this game.


You know, I dislike attention seekers. I can't be bothered about them, just in case this dislike turns into hate. That'd be the last thing I want. I'm a peaceful person, particularly in school, and I 'll always be. In a big group, you'll always find me in the background, never will I be in the limelight. I can't stand all eyes on me.


Hmm... in another few months time, I'm going to leave Dunman. Although some times I rant about how bad my school is, I know I'll miss it when I leave. It's sad. Maybe I'll take some photos of my school before I really leave.


I'll miss my teachers.


I'll miss my classmates.


I'll miss my friends.


I'll miss taking Bus 28.


I'll miss everything except the night studies.


Haha..

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

I'm tired.


I'm tired.


I'm tired.


I'm tired of the agonising and immensely long hours I had to spend in school, attending all my night studies. And I'm tired to be the one people come to when they find themselves struggling with their relatioship with their lovers or their friends.


I don't want to be the pillar of support for anyone anymore. They, or particularly a she, made me feel as if I'm nothing but a subsitute, or a person whom they can vent their frustrations on. The worst part was that they behaved as if you don't exist when they reconcile with somebody else.


I'm heartbroken. It made me feel as if I'm a big-time fool.


If she does that to me again, I'm going to scream at her and I mean it. Yeah, this so-called 'friendship' had never been a strong one. Who does she take me as? Someone to turn to when she is facing problems and ignored when she doesn't need me? C'mon.


I may look as if I'm fine and okay with whatever that's being thrown at me but deep down, I'm not okay at all. I don't know why, but I had pouring out my emotions to somebody else cos' I like to look strong and steady in front of people.


By the way, SuperFunkies is a big FLOP.