Sunday, April 17, 2005

My homework pile is rising at an alarming rate again. I think I am pretty hardworking today, spending an hour amd a half clearing my biology homework. I can't believe how fast time flies, in another 18 days, I will be taking my Mid-Year. That's so great...

My anticipation for JK Rowling's new book - Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince is too, getting stronger and stronger. I don't care, I am going to get the book once it comes out, on that very day.

One more thing I must point out, Chinese Compo Classes are so boring. I don't think it helps either.

Monday, April 11, 2005

It's Sunday again. I promised myself that I will continue on my folio but I didn't. Seriously, I think I am a last-minute worker. It's kinda hard to find that motivation to do something till the eleventh hour.

Take my English weekend homework for example, I thought I could finish it lastest by this afternoon and tata, I didn't. What was the hell problem with me? I can't seem to feel the slightest urgency to finish up my assignments. Let's see if I will be repeating history tonight - doing my homework till the wee hours of the morning.

Mid-year Exams are just around the corner. I haven't started my revision for any of my subjects. Again, no sense of urgency. I'm taking the BIG thing this year and I am still slacking. I ought to change, really.

Study...

Sunday, April 10, 2005

In reality, how many of us can really practise the spirit of putting others before self? Yeah, we had been reading or seeing those who put others before self and we are inspired to be like them. However, the irony here is that, after those constant reminders in our head to be selfless, we still failed to put others before self. We still do things that compromised with the happiness of people around us.

Can we forgive those who insulted us? Can we be nice to others without remembering it? To be truthful, I can't, even if I can, I need time. Forgiving someone is the hardest thing to do. Even when you say that you had forgiven someone's misdeeds but had not forgotten what he/she had done to you, that's not forgiving. That's why I'm still trying hard. I am a human after all, I can't control those things happening in my life, but I know I can make my life better.

I wish I can love my enemies.

I wish I can think before I act.

I wish I can take back my words that were hurtful.

I wish I can be a better someone.

It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

I'm so tired right now. The whole "Meet the Parents" session earlier in the morning was just like dream. My sis and I waited for an hour plus and Zalinah only talk to us for less than five minutes. Haha... guess that I am the quickest lol...

Anyway, after the session, went to have lunch and watched "House of Fury". Yeah, the movie ain't too bad, really. My Dad is going to pay for the LOTR vcd which my sister bought. I'd been waiting for so long for my Dad to rent it but the person who rented it before my Dad haven't returned it after days! He thinks he is the only one who wanted to watch it eh?

Last three days were busy, got home in the evening and can't even sleep well. Anyway, E Maths on Friday really sucked. I was trounced by that paper. Forgot everything Tang taught last year, this meant that I've got to start revising.

I want to go to TJC but it just seem a little out of reach. My CCA sucks and no matter how good my academics are, my chance of getting into TJC is small. Hiaz...no use thinking of this. I've just gotta be more focus and do well for my O's.

That's my only chance of getting into my desired JC.