Friday, February 25, 2005

I did two banners today, from Adobe Photoshop 7.0.

The first one represents sadness and hopelessness. Although its not the way I am feeling, I still hope that the picture does look the way it should be to you guys. I can't imaginge what will happen to me if I am left alone in this whole wide world and trapped in darkness, unable to escape. Anyway, this is the pic:



For the second one, its happy. Its a total contrast to the first one and I thought that the little boy standing in front of the mirror looks rather cute. He was Mischievous, yet innocent when the shoot is taking. As for the little girl, she looked as if she has a lot of big dreams to be realised, just like me. ^^,



That's all!

Thursday, February 24, 2005

My head is throbbing with pain this very moment. Sad thing is, I am still in my beloved school. Leaving in ten minutes time yah...

I didn't manage to win the poster compeition held by Emerald but then, its okay. I'm already immune to certain rejections, especially after being rejected by WEG for numerous times. Nevermind...My poster skills can be improved...I believe.

Anyway, had two tests today, didn't really feel good about doing them. I wasn't focus but then again, its okay lol... Shan't get affected by this. My DnT is getting nowhere...But hope God will guide me.(I know He will.)

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Why is Patty Hou deemed as sweet, pretty and cute?

Oh well...I don't really understand though...

But since Jay Chou likes her, there will some reasons.

There must be good points about her.

But I think I'm blind towards them.

Monday, February 21, 2005

The mosquitoes are seriously and madly killing ME! My house is suddenly infested with so many mosquitoes and my dad is almost having Baygon by his side 24/7. However, its all useless. The mosquitoes continued to suck our blood like nobody's business and our efforts didn't pay off, not at all.

Had PE this morning and my teacher tested us on standing broad jump and as expected, I failed, abysmally. Not as if I care anyway... I am really disinclined in area of sports. Well... I thought PE sucks. Spent an hour making a fool out of myself.

I hated it when my teachers compare me with the other people and how other people want to compete with me, especially Maths and Science. When I told them my results and if I am better than them, they will show my a face of whatever, I can't describe. But it isn't anything good.

However, if they scored better than me, their face will show triumph and actually pretend that they were sympathetic but deep inside, they would be thinking, "Oh goody...I won Caroline..." Shucks... Humans are superficial creatures.

There were times when I wanted to flar up and lose my temper with my friends, but I just could not. I believed strongly that friends are gift from God and not an outlet for my anger and frustration. I found that I won't tell my secrets to any one.

Insecurity or simply distrust, you decide.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on...
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive...
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong...
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
..* Hero By Mariah Carey..

Sunday, February 20, 2005

I thought no one understand me, but I realized I understand myself, and that alone, is enough. My feet hurt a lot yesterday due to whatever bloody blisters. It's okay...at least they are better now.

I went watching 'Hide & Seek' yesterday, with Melissa, the girl who I blogged about some time a go and yep she was the 'she' I was talking about. I told her if she held me up again, I won't talk to her for ever. Luckily, she didn't. The show was a thriller, a cool one. So...who's Charlie? I won't say...watch it yourself lol... (Told my sis yesterday and she was angry with me).

One of my friends cried yesterday, due to some friendship problems about how she was so damn irritated by one this girl in her class. And yep, since she cried, I had to comfort her. I am her friend and I am sure I can be there for her, always. Just hope that she is feeling a lot better now yah...no use crying over a person who isn't worth your tears.

I saw my primary school friend at Century Square yesterday. Haven't seen her for long and I was rather surprised that she hadn't really change much. I should go out with her someday because sometimes, Time can break all ties. I want this friendship to be going on and on.

I am waiting for my Sis and mum to be back from Bugis. Called my sis to help me buy "Greatest Love of All" CD and yep...I hope it will be nice!=)

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

The most destructive habit...............................Worry

The greatest joy...................................................Giving

The greatest loss..................................................Loss of respect

The most dangerous pariah...............................A gossiper

The world's most incredible computer............The brain

The worst thing to be without..........................Hope

The most satisfying work...................................Helping others

The ugliest personality trait................................Selfishness

The most endangered species............................Dedicated leaders

The deadliest weapon..........................................The tongue

The two most power-filled words....................."I Can"

The greatest asset..................................................Faith

Our greatest natural resource..............................Our youth

The greatest "shot in the arm"............................Encouragement

The greatest problem to overcome....................Fear

The most worthless emotion...............................Self-pity

The most beautiful attire......................................SMILE!

The most prized possession.................................Integrity

The most effective sleeping pill...........................Peace of mind

The most crippling failure disease......................Excuses

The most powerful force in life...........................Love

The most powerful channel of communication.........Prayer

The most contagious spirit...................................Enthusiasm

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

It was Valentine's Day yesterday and I got a few presents from some of my friends. Let's see what I had got...A horoscope key chain, a tiny bottle of sunflower seeds, a key chain Teddy and a bookmark. I felt guilty. I didn't get anything for them. Nevermind, I shall get them a bigger b'dae present this year.

So...let's see what I'm put through today.

I was down for Social Studies remedial due to my abysmal score of 2/12. I am not going to grudge about it because I found the remedial rather useful.

I began to believe that whatever God put you through, he will lead you out, no matter how bad the situation seemed to be. On Sunday, I was worrying about the 2.4km run the next day but hurray! The teacher wasn't here.

Another thing was that I thought I was going to be scolded for the small amount of DnT folio work that I've done but instead, my teacher praised me for my ideas drawing. It came as a comfort you see... LOK did so much but in the end, the teacher wasn't impressed. His folio is a big big bomb. It's far too detailed.

I know tomorrow will be another good day! (^. ^)v

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Shucks... Can't even switch my CNY mood to homework mood... There's so many things to do and yet so little time...I HATE THAT...

My parents have been quarrelling often recently. This is so damn idiotic manx... Not gonna elaborate on it...

...*...

I went to watch the Seoul Raiders yesterday and its really interesting. Tony Leung is such an excellent actor that he can pull off any character well. He's funny, witty and maybe childish in the show. Richie Ren was funny too. He kena tricked by Tony Leung so many times manx...

The hilarious part of the movie is the part where they were fighting in the water and there's this played song that sent me and my sister into a laughing fit. The song was sung in Korean so you guys had to look at the translated lyrics lol...

I dare say this movie is better than Tokyo Raiders, the prequel to this. The casts alone are better, although Mr. Leung acted as the main in the prequel too. So, this movie is a worth.

I thought that the first movie that I had watched this year was 'Finding Neverland' but then my sister told me that it was Won Bin's 'My Brother' lol...

Saturday, February 12, 2005

This is my newest creation, for a compeition at Angelike.net though... This time round, its starring Edison, Gillian and Kenny! Quite happy with the result yah...

For the last two days, I didn't do any homework, just isn't in the mood to do anything. Luckily, its friday today and there will be no more school tomorrow! I am so damn happy! Got back my Maths (E & A) and I am quite happy with it. 18/20 and 19/20 respectively. Not bad eh?

However... My SS sucks to the core. Only 4/13... I not going to give up! I still want to improve so may God bless me. Amen.

The Chinese New Year Celebration wasn't entertaining. That's all I can say. I can't seem to describe them in just mere words. But the little guy was cute! Haha...

There's so much to do over the weekend and I really hope I can finish. I totally dread the arrival of Monday as there's reality to be faced and cruelty to be accepted. Nevermind...God will lead me through this and make sure that I am safe and sound after the whole thing. I believe in God.

The Lord is my shepherd
I shall not want...

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Mysterious, elegant, creative and calm
You are a sprite of the Water. Creative and one of
the most beautiful of sprites, you strike
wonder and curiosity into the hearts and minds
of all. Even though you are capable of
attraction and seduction you are way above all
that, you understand the true meaning of life
and are very open and understanding of life's
mysteries, most likely you are one of them. You
are respectful of all ways of life and do not
judge one due to their position or station in
life. You are gifted in the ways of
understanding and given the chance are usually
full of good, wise advice but your not the type
to take the stand and express such things. Your
laid back nature can be troubling, you don't
take many risks and prefer to keep things as
they are. You are one of the most unique of
sprites.


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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

I made someone disappointed today and I am feeling awfully lousy about it. The someone is my Biology cum PE teacher. Haix...wonder what I am doing when I was doing in the 2.4km run today. I was suppose to run but I walked. When I finally finish after 26 minutes, I was greeted by her black face and after that, she scolded me. I was pretending to tie my shoelace when she did that. Mind you, its in front of approximately 10 people.

I wasn't angry, just guilty. She excused me from the morning run because of the 2.4km run and what did I do? I walked. Haix...Nevermind...no use crying over spilt milk.

Our form teacher gave us a good piece of her mind too. She's unhappy about the way we handle our assignments and the class cleaniness. I was put down for English remedial the last minute today but still I went. My grammar is putting me in. Sh*t.

I went with my classmate, she wasn't really my friend but she's really helpful. When I didn't understand the passage, she took the effort to explain the passage in detail for me. This made me wonder why she is in the remedial when her english isn't considered the worst. But oh well...guess that its just life eh...

Here comes CNY and my mum is doing spring cleaning. Haven't tidy my messy beyond messy room but I promised her that I will be doing that tomorrow, on Chinese New Year's Eve. Kinda getting lazy lately.

Gotta chiong for Dnt for the next few days. My teacher wants to check on in on Friday.

There goes my break on the 2nd day of Chinese New Year...

Saturday, February 05, 2005

I am not going to ask her out ever again. No chance, no way, NEVER!

I am kind of pissed of by her attitude! We arranged the time and place to meet and 25 mins before we are meeting, she told me that she don't want to go. What kind of friend is she? I am disappointed again and again and now I've learnt something, she won't be my friend any more longer after I graduate. I realised that this friendship is not going to be long-lasting.

However, I realised I have another friend who is going with me, instead of her. I can rely her on almost everything. She is in different class with me but surprisingly, we can click off well. So...yep...she's my buddy! So I guess I am still a fortunate person.

Even if she doesn't care, others still do.

I ain't gonna get angry.

I ain't gonna get sad.

Not over her.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.


What type of teenager are you?
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You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent,
quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one
can change that. Usually quiet but only because
your listening, don't let anyone think you
haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because
your shy or sad, your usually quiet because
your thinking. Your answers are well planned
and helpful so people generally seek your
advice. Your the perfect balance between
solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a
little time to yourself to sort out your
emotions and figure things out. You understand
the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let
things get to you, whats that important for you
to have to get so upset over? You know what you
want out of life but are simply taking your
time and enjoying things. To you your life is
fine as it is, you can always change things
later if your not happy.


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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

There's a kind of joke yesterday when I went to the school's library. Thinking back about it, I would still laugh, even though I was a part of that joke. Okay...Here it goes...

There's this particular Sec 1 boy who was peering into the library through the glass door, unknowingly blocking me and my friend's way. Then after a few seconds, he wanted to go in and so he pushed the door. However, the door got stuck halfway and the space to get into the library was really small. He tried to squeeze in through the gap and seeing this, I tried to help him push the door to open bigger at the side. But the door didn't budge and the poor boy was there struggling to get in.

Then one librarian from inside shouted, "Pull lah!"

It was only at this moment did I notice my blunder and my friend was there laughing. She saw the tag on the door that says 'pull' and yet, she actually forgot what a pull is. I laughed and realised that I was being really stupid lol... But its really funny. Guess that the sec 1 boy is embarrassed too.

Anyway, the whole library is going to resurrect after being left to rot for so many years, according to the new teacher-in-charge. She is a pretty fierce woman yah and people should know better not to mess with her. Those late-comers for the meeting, especially the lower sec, were given a harsh dressing down.

And those who didn't go for this meeting, they are out of the library, without prior notice.

No more giggling and lazing around during duty hours.

But who cares. I am graduating really soon, somewhere in May.